Sleep has been very hard for me these last few days. I have tossed and turned, read, and now I blog. This blog is going to be my venting spot. Facebook and twitter gives me ample opportunity to vent, but for some reason, I feel responsible for the ones that "add me as a friend." I feel i must give them some ray of light, sunshine, humor, or just something positive to feed on... I dont believe they have much good in them to produce their own, or even seek their own for that matter...

People post horrible stuff... Gosh, is it really that terrible. It has taught me to be thankful for what I have, but most importantly, for the thing I DONT HAVE... those with much, are very, very GRUMPY! HA!

I really would like to paste all over their walls... QUIT WHINING and GET OVER IT... or DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT if its that bad... gee it seems to me they love to be miserable so they stay that way... so be it. and the women in and out of relationships (crying when they lose the men, Fussing about the men when they have them...) Yes, I do have a very happy marriage. Ten years by the way, but before we met I was very alone, by choice, none the less but alone and MISERABLE! You can call me an expert on Lonely, miserable, and UNHAPPY about everything... THANK YOU GOD for lifting those burdens and walls that surrounded me because I am free... Free to be happy and content... was it easy... NO!!!!!

Is it still hard at times to fight the urge to slip back into that black abyss... YES YES YES!

But i am a fighter.. I love to argue. I love to take the side that everyone is against. Why? Because...

Because I want to see if you really believe what you are saying... or are you saying it because your peer feels that way... so i like to push your buttons. :) my hubby says I am way to hard on folks. I am trying to become (easier) to get along with but i can assure you this will be an adventure. Well... this is the first blog post of the year...

THOUGHTS AND IDEAS

1. DO NOT ALWAYS HAVE DRAMA GOING ON IN YOUR FACEBOOK PAGES AND YOUR TWITTES

2. IT IS NOT THAT BAD

3. GET OVER IT... YESTERDAY IS GONE, AND GUESS WHAT IT IS ALWAYS TODAY.

4. IT REALLY COULD BE WORSE

5. HELP SOMEONE, IT WILL TAKE YOUR MIND OFF ALL THE CRAP YOU HAVE IN YOUR LIFE!

PEACE, LOVE, AND CHOCOLATE GOES A VERY LONG WAY